Manhattan-bound L-train books

An unusual number of print books on the subway this morning.

9:15-9:40 AM, Wednesday, November 19, Dekalb to 1st Ave.: 

The Importance of Being Iceland by Eileen Myles (a girl wearing blue eyeliner and wavy hair who looked around a lot)

A slim book by Georg Trakl (tall guy in a leather jacket), didn’t catch the title

The Gospel of Anarchy by Justin Taylor, looked like a review copy, (unremarkable woman)

A book in Polish, looked like a novel (blond guy in a buzz cut)

The Woman Upstairs by Claire Messud (unremarkable woman)

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The tender-hearted, stepping over derelicts
to reach the library, balance the smallest
budgets neatly, fearing random audits, high
rents, defaults. And, as the bus driver leaps
to his feet to call “What was that? I didn’t
hear you” to a grudge who complained about
exact change too long, break-dancers fade

on the library steps until their fast-talk
tunes are inaudible, and unaccomplished
errands become an entire afternoon. Blocks
from soup kitchens and flea-bagged rooms,
brick walls laundering the slumped with
sun, there’s more than enough tidying up
to do, more creviced dust for any broom.

Star Black, from her book Waterworn (1995)

I’m loving this book of sonnets. “Tender-hearted” makes this poem. Laura, I thought of you when reading this.

On self-respect

…Self-respect is a discipline, a habit of mind that can never be faked but can be developed, trained, coaxed forth. It was once suggested to me that, as an antidote to crying, I put my head in a paper bag. As it happens, there is a sound physiological reason, something to do with oxygen, for doing exactly that, but the psychological effect alone is incalculable: it is difficult in the extreme to continue fancying oneself Cathy in Wuthering Heights with one’s head in a Food Fair bag.“ -Joan Didion, from the essay "On Self-Respect”

The poem reflex

The part of us that reads poetry is a reflex part. Men read poetry with their reflexes the same as women do—they put themselves in your trust, they put their bodies in your hands, you tap the right place and the leg kicks. Or the pupils dilate. Or the hackles rise, and something flies out of you on a flock of little red nerves. To feel power shift out of your body is uncomfortable. It makes you feel that it was never yours to begin with. That’s the whole point; that’s the subject here; and maybe what we are seeing is that it is more difficult for men—to recognize that they’re in someone else’s hands, to recognize that they’re at someone else’s mercy, when the author’s touch feels different, when the poems are these poems.

Patricia Lockwood, in this interview, responding to a question about male readers being made uncomfortable by her work… A great definition of what it means to be a reader of poems.

Rachel Kushner’s ambitious new novel scares male critics

Rachel Kushner’s ambitious new novel scares male critics

I don’t long, I don’t die, I don’t await
the departure of those I love. As the origin
of a particular plant is sussed, so too
animals, people, their cities, and smaller things.
When you wonder on what I have become,
be just. No more great songs of satisfaction,
no more wailing upon the hill to the hillside.
Be kind, for trust is not addition and addition
is not acceptance and acceptance is not humility.
Simply put, we are a failed and ruined people
incapable of even silence. We are equal to nothing.
The earth given to us, we have lost even that.
Big eaters of America, I join you in your parade.
Let us be watched and let us be spoken of.
For today fascination is gone and even vanity
is undervalued. I have often misunderstood destiny.
I will misunderstand it no more.

Joshua Beckman, from the book Take It (Wave Books, 2009)

This poem sort of begins with “Simply…” for me, am unsure about what to do with the first half, although I see that it’s necessary…. The second half is fantastic.

The Novel = Modern (but not post-modern) Consciousness

“The novel is novel, but it is also typically, news–the tidings of the world around us… The novel reaches in and out at once. Like no other art, not poetry or music on the one hand, not photography or movies on the other, it joins the self to the world, buts the self in the world, does the deep dive of interiority and surveils the social scope… You can put yourself at any moment, as a writer, anywhere you want to on the spectrum, from the most introspective to the most documentary, invent whatever methods you can think of to bring both self and world into focus.

"The self in society: the modern question. The novel is coeval with other phenomena that first appeared in full-fledged form in the 18th century–like privacy and sensibility and sentiment and boredom, all of which are closely linked to its development. Novel-reading is indeed unusually private, unusually personal, unusually intimate. It doesn’t happen out there, in front of our eyes; it happens in here, in our heads.

[…] The novel was a smithy, perhaps the smithy, in which the modern consciousness was forged.

The modern consciousness, but not the post-modern one. The days of cultural preeminence have long since gone. The form rose to primacy across the 19th century, achieved a zenith of prestige in modernism, then yielded pride of place to the new visual media. […]

"This is not to say that great novels haven’t continued and won’t continue to be written. It is to start to understand why people have den mooting the ‘death of the novel’ ever since that shift in cultural attention, as well as why the possibility is met, by some, as such a calamity. Privacy, solitude, the slow accumulation of the soul, the extended encounter with others–the modern self may be passing away, but for those who still have one, its loss is not a little thing.

From, “How the Novel Made the Modern World,” by William Deresiewicz, appeared in the June 2014 edition of The Atlantic (the one with the amazing article on the case for reparations by Ta-Nehisi Coates)

Stamina

But I still believe that the unexamined life is not worth living: and I know that self-delusion, in the service of no matter what small or lofty cause, is a price no writer can afford. HIs subject is himself and the world and it requires every ounce of stamina he can summon to attempt to look on himself and the world as they are.

James Baldwin, from the introduction to Nobody Knows My Name

Production continues into the alienated night.
The first movement of a message

bodiless as light.
I mean, produce, distribute, then recoup

your losses.

Are you worth your place in space
is all the day-boss wants to know.
Emotional time is what is irrecoverable.

Fanny Howe, from the poem sequence “O’Clock,” in her Selected Poems.